In an extraordinary confession, Olympic legend Cathy Freeman says she never completely fulfilled her potential as an athlete, saying she didn’t run as fast as she could have at the Sydney Olympics.
Reflecting on her remarkable career as the Paris Games approach, Freeman said she could have run even faster in her career-defining 400 metres final at the 2000 Games.
And she is adamant she would have taken the event to a whole new level if French star Marie-Jose Perec had made it to the start line.
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“I’d become used to expectation being put on me,” Freeman said on Friday of her iconic, high-pressure gold-medal run.
“I almost needed it, because it kind of helps drive you and push you beyond what you think you’re capable of doing.
“Having said that, I don’t even think I really fulfilled my potential as an athlete, but that’s another story … learning to unburden yourself is really important, and finding freedom in life is key.”
Asked to clarify her startling claim, Freeman was straight to the point as she addressed guests at a business luncheon hosted by NBL club Melbourne United.
“I didn’t run as fast as I could have. I disappointed myself,” she said.
Freeman won Olympic gold in 49.11 seconds, short of the personal-best mark of 48.63 she set when claiming silver behind Perec at the Atlanta Games in 1996.
Freeman, now 51, has a sense — and a tinge of regret — there was more left on the table at her home Olympics.
“That’s why I was so disappointed that Marie-Jose Perec wasn’t in the race,” she said.
“In her peak … we would’ve taken women’s 400m running to the next level.”
It follows similar comments from the Australian legend on The Front Bar earlier this year.
Ever the perfectionist, Freeman has expressed regret from her incredible Olympic gold medal-winning race that she didn’t break either of the world or Olympic records.
“It’s like an itch that’s always going to be there,” she said in March.
“Retired athletes get like that. And so when you see modern-day athletes compete, you sort of wish you were competing now because the standard’s so high.
“I was one of these athletes who competed with people; I needed to feel people and that human experience. Unlike other athletes, who can compete against the clock.
“It is what it is — I still got what I set out to get.”
Perec, the Olympic 400m champion in 1992 and 1996, famously fled Australia before her showdown with Freeman.
“I remember being on the warm-up track and hearing that she wasn’t going to be in Sydney and up at the start line,” Freeman said.
“I reckon it was probably a split-second where my heart dropped, because competitors love competing.
“When she wasn’t there, it was a bit of a blow. But what am I going to do? I’m not going to go chase her.
“I ended up just accepting (it) and it’s not as though you don’t have an emotional attachment to it — I just had to move on really quickly.
“I had my stuff and I had to get on with things.”
Freeman’s gold medal run on September 15, 2000, under intense pressure as the heavy home favourite and the face of the Sydney Games, remains etched in Australian sports folklore.